Nigeria....

nigeria, a promise land

africa is a large continent

we are marching on

to take our place

among all the nations of the world

wo-or-old.

lol, u prolly know that song if u went to staff school Akoka...buh then, how many pips did? *sigh* those were the days. Honestly, that world seems so far away now...and yet, so near. At least in those days there used to be light!! not frequent i know, but it was there. that seems so so so far away, but these days its so bad, that even though im not home, the comments-complaints travelled far and wide, across the seven oceans and seas to find me...its gotta be bad. i dont even know what to say, Nigeria is going downhill very fast, and there are no brakes to stop her.

What's all that shit going on in the north??? people killing each other anyhow...killing, yes people i said killing. How on this green earth can you take someone's life? how is it possible that you can just snuff the life outta someone?? To be so deranged?? and without a shred of guilt too, damn!it...it bothers me, more than i care to admit, its highly unthinkable, unfathomable, how canyou have the gut, the effrontery??? what is this world turning into??? The front page of newspapers these days are filled with humans-dead humans like animals in the slaughter house...even animals are killed with more dignity! i would blame the reporters on being vultures feeding on bad news, but they are only just doing their jobs.

And the crime rate! it was recently brought to my notice that area boys of Lagos were rated no 10 on the list of the world's most notorious gangs. yep, i said world. we really need a change, and i don't think yar'adua can give it us, really the man should just step down.

''our president has fled

cos the country has gone red

oh, he's gonna be back

when the north has burned black''

everyone is going on strike, even our president is fleeing the country(personal strike i you ask me), there's poverty, poor health facilities, depressing state of infrastructure, education has gone downhill so fast that people are taking loans to send their wards abroad to study.

the united states has declared that by the year 2020, nigeria as a state will be in pieces. The federal government however has declared that by 2020, Nigeria will be one o the leading economies in the world. Two predictions, one nation, which is it gonna be?

we know what's wrong, we even have solutions to these myriad of problems, the question is, will we do what is right? will our pocket-driven, money-laden leaders do right by Nigeria? we can only hope and pray, people, for what else can we do?? hopefully, out of these selfish and self centered leaders will emerge a people-centered and service-oriented government...but everyone has to do their part.

on a much lighter note...the movie industries really crack me up. really, firstly as tired as i am of seeing the same faces of gennie, omotola, desmond and the rest of em, the new...what should i call them sef...maybe amateurs, are so zombie-ish they irritate me, kai! They'll just stand there and be talking without putting any action into it,its disgusting, plain disgusting i tell ya.

secondly, have you heard the adverts???!!! especially on AIT, one man with a heavy igbo accent will just come and say ''fight of blessing, fight of blessing'' then the effect(naija effects ehn! they can give you a heart attack)will be like thunder lolllll,

''come see as one man come take im brother wife! then come take im blessing, come kill am! fight of blessing, fight of blessing. the wife they seek revenge, e carry im pikin go obodo oyinbo, wetin go happen at the end?'' lollll

''this film na must watch o! na who day distrbute am?? film-land distributors, no 3 edidi lane, idumota Lagos, also available at no 15, toyin street,ikeja Lagos. fight of blessing, grab your copy, NOW'' LOOOLLLLL, hilarious i tell ya...those things used to irritate me when i was home,but now...they jus crack me up.

The music industry is not so bad sha, that guy called m.i...people that guy is somn else...and sasha is good too, buh some people. hmmn, some people. take eedris abdul-wetinsef for instance, whoever told that guy he was destined to be in the music industry must not have been his friend...aside from the fact that he has a horrible voice and has no entertaining skills whatsoever, the kind of songs he sings! ''nigeria jagajaga, everything scatter scatter''...now i know he meant well, but honestly, nigeria jagajaga??!!! that song is boring mehn.

There's this other guy called gt the guitar man...nowpersonally, i feel that name is too long, but oh wth? the guy sings GEWD!(by the way, my friend looks exactly like him :D). but i have a tiny, itty bitty problem wiv one of his songs...''i don't wanna''.

if he doesnt want to say what's on his mind(which,in my opinion, he spent the whole song doing), then why is he telling us??

''its time to say what's on my mind again, but i don't wanna"

then shut the hell up dude...lol.

but besides that, the song is excellent...i've always liked cute boys ;)

just before i go, i'd like to say somn about koko mansion. you might have heard of it...its that pathetic attempt of a tv reality show by d'banj-full of girls!! he says he is trying to make nigeria a better place...but is he indirectly saying only girls can do that?!that and the girls too! from the razzest parts of nigeria...you know, in a way, i'm quite...what's the word??ahh...i wonder...ambivalent should do, i'm kwaite ambivalent about the show...in a way, i like it because it cracks me up! h3h3h3, its mean, i know, but that girl called rita!, she just keeps my old muscles contracting n relaxing as i laugh!!! on the other hand, that show is just a waste of valuable tv time, and money...but since it's not mine, then who am i to talk?? i'l just keep laughing and laughing ;)

o-ok that's it for today i guess...cheers

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in the face of Boredom

yo, what's up blogsville, i'm back bigger bolder badder n b****er loll.

oh, and bored tew.

as in, this boredom is killin me softly lol.

ok, enough small talk.

i really really feel like blogging right now...

But i dont gat nuthn ta say :( ... and that's saying a lot coz mii is very...verbose.

so, maybe i should take my boredom out on fb...ya, great idea dontchu fink??

many folks on fb use that status thingy as a ploy to gain attention. Its pathetic really lol

''i don't know what i did, she just left me, i'm so sad''

like wth??? don't dudes have like, any shred of dignity left?? announcing to the world that ur gf left u! jeeeeez...although we babes aren't exactly blame-free tho'...but i'm not willing to open our ''yanshes'' out in public lol...oh wth.

''please tell me what to do o, he asked me to be his girlfriend *blush*''

lollll, i know i exaggerate sometimes, but this is real.

honestly, what the helll???

she's already blushing (a black person,i might add) on her status, and she wants fb, fb for cryin' out loud, to tell her if she should go out with tha guy??

let's admit it, she wanted people to know and comment lolll.

and the irritating thing is if u just make a comment, just one tiny little inconspicuous itty bitty comment, u start getting crazy notifications ehn!

is it just me that stuff drives crazy??

and don't even get me started on the quizzes!!!

honestly those things are quite...enigmatic; not to mention a total waste of time...oh don't get me wrong, i do take the quizzes...when i'm absolutely bored.

some quizzes really get me thinkin'...as i said, they are quite enigmatic. some are absolutely stupid...but some...some leave you wondering...

once i took a test that was supposed to analyze my closest friends...and analyze them it did. From the closest one to the...well, least closest, and it was so accurate it was eerie.

that was one of the few...eerily correct quizzes.

But some i tell you, are unbelievably stupid; like one ''what month were u born''

honestly have you tried that quiz??

one of the questions was... ''what month were you born?"!!! lolll, did they think we wouldn't notice or what??

Have you heard of the harvard guy who started fb?? mark something-or-other, i can't really remember, i tend to delete...irrelevant stuff from ma maind lol, anyway what really struck me was how young he is...and kwaite a handsome chap too.

kind of reminded me of those young kids of age 4 or 5 who can sing ehn! honestly very soon, newborns will be able to build complex softwares; and i won't be surprised.

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have u ever come to a point in ur life when you suddenly begin to analyze erry single thing you do??...and then wonder if you could fastforward thru ur life to see what happens at the end??

yeah well...sometimes i wonder if i'm doing anything right at all...can u imagine i don't even know how to break an egg without spilling it lolll. Even when i study, my mind wanders so fast its annoying. its like i think of somn...then i suddenly remember ''temi, aren't you supposed to be studying?'' (i talk to me sometimes ;D) then i answer myself ''oh yeah, how did my mind even get here sef?'' then i remember ''that's right, i was thinkin about how...''

you know how one thought leads to another?? yeah, imagine urself retracing the thoughts, right back to the first one...am i making any sense?? guess not. i bera stop, i confuse even maiself sometimes. :-S

The worst of all these...''wrongs'' is questioning myself about what i'm doing in a science class, in med school for that mara. I obviously love the arts, you know, music (there's no life without it, it even broke down the wall of jericho ;D),drawing, writing(i'm not much good at that tho), history too, i luv those dates u know??and damn, i love acting so much!

Time and again,i wonder what my skinny ass is doin in MED school, ehn TEMI, ki lo n she nibi??

ki lo wa de bi ni tori Olorun??? loolll

But i know i'l be a great doctor sha,its not like i don't like med, cos i love it...finding out names of different parts of the body, finding out how each and erry part of the body is important, and hw they work together to keep you alive...well except the vermiform appendix lolll...i don't mean it doesnt keep u alive i mean its not really important.

And saving lives. And being called Doctor. Aaaand the big bucks ;D

sometimes i wonder how my brain even keeps up wif me and my love for arts and science...but then, it is a...''multipurpose'' brain...and a great one too :P

i really should check out what's burning right now:-S...i wonder??

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The tower Of Babel.

Language.

It's very important.

When you are in your very comfortable niche, with your family, you know,

in your beautiful home, mansion maybe, and your air conditioned room, all you do is go out and come in, and SPEAK to people, and they understand you. Language. You never stop for one second to think that in another part of the world, it wouldn't be so easy.

I, for one, could go to the market as i damn well pleased, and i never, and bear in mind we aint talkin just never, we r talkin' NEVER , not even for once, cared to look at the price of dollar, cos i wasn't interested, what did i need it for?

All that has changed now.

This language thing started from the tower of babel, yeah yeah i know you know but let's...revisit history ;)

Those men were all so...i-donno-the-word-for-it-but-it-sounds-like-jobless lol, anyway they were all so wareva, that they decided to build a flippin tower to reach the big guy in heaven!!! i'm like wth? Them no even fear sef.

You know humans now, pretty soon they'l just get into the elevator and press the button to wareva floor to see God,and pretty soon, they'll drop by un-announced, anytime they like, tap his head and say

''ahh, guy, wassap'',

lol, u know how you say hi to your friends now.

I'm pretty sure God saw the respect they had for him going down the drain, and he had to do something.

i gotta say somn tho', those guys were not wise, haba.

The fear of the big Guy is the beginning of wisdom.

So God prolly looked down and said

"what on MY green earth...???" lol

And he decided to put a stop to it, and since he couldnt destroy them with flood again, he decided to scatter their languages and disperse them across the surface of the earth lolll.

Maybe the next day when they got to work,the first was like

"Dobre den, yaks prava?"

and the other dude is like

''wth is this dude saying? are you ok?"

and another comes and says

"kilon she gbogbo yin? eje ka sise jo!''

lolll, i'm getting a lil ahead of myself, arent i?

But it must have been a funny sight!

Now here i am in another man's land, how-many-flippin'-years later, reaping the fruits of their labour...in a bad way.

i gotta say though, as languages go, the second dude was the luckiest.

I go to school each day, trying to understand the living souls babbling away around me...they say stuff i don't even understand, and i've been here a year. Its not like i don't understand anything at all...i'm not a retard, but its difficult, so darn difficult.

I was at the immigration office today...let me not even start on how i almost missed their working hours...on second thought, it wouldn't hurt to digress a bit ;)

So were trying to beat the deadline,which was one p.m, i dont know why they decided to close so early. we waited for the bus.

And waited.

And waited.

i know i tend to exaggerate sometimes, but this time, we waited for almost an hour, for a bus that wasn't forthcoming at all!!. AND WE WERE TRYING TO BEAT A DEADLINE! lol

We took a taxi at 12:30 and luckily, there was no traffic, we got there just in the nick of time.

We said our dobre dens (good day)...or my friend did, i kind of forgot...i was too busy reciting all the new words i had learnt in my head lol. She told us to go to room five.

I get to the room and there's a woman in it. she asks for my passport and all.

Next thing i know, she says 'pismo'

lol, i'm totally lost,i'm like wth? i just look at her confused. Its like u read and read for exams, and when u get there, u get totally different questions, u know??

And the funny thing is, i had heard that word before, and i had made a mental note to find out its meaning...

but obviously i hadn't.

lol i look at my friend and he's just as blank as i am...and the woman is getting pretty agitated.

''pismo pismo''

That's when my mind immediately went back to the tower of babel. I saw myself giving those men my LOOK for the predicament their work had put me, aaaand i saw them cringe lolll.

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so...

i heard that some nigerian women protested topless in lagos recently...i prolly shouldn't have laughed but i did lolll, i can't even really remember why they were protesting...and i honestly can't fathom why on earth a woman would feel she has to go half naked before she can be heard. I didn't know boobs could talk, mine don't ;)

oh well, some women don't see their boobs as private parts sha, so who am i to talk?

but talk, i will.

is this like, the aba women's riot in 1929 or what??

Needless to say, this is 2009

And the funniest part of it all is that these women who protested had nothing to hide. Honestly they were so old their boobs were dried up and flapping loll, the young women who indeed had good boobs were all clothed lollll.

p.s. i'm sick of those statuses i see on fb each day, saying nigeria is hopeless! i mean,it can never have hope with these attitudes i see around, dang. imma make myself clear once and for all. if i see any fb status thrashing nigeria,or our leaders, instead of praying for them, imma cuss that unfortunate person's skinny ass out and i won't apologise. haba! its getting too bad, honestly. i know that they are a bit slow and all, but all we need is to join hands and make nigeria better, is that so hard to do??

i'm proudly nigerian, God knows why he chose each and erryone of us, so do us all a favour and shut ur traps!

Do your part and Nigeria will most def be bera.

You can start by dropping your litter in the right places, that will go a very long way. Nigeria is really dirty and it's bad.

And they say, cleanliness is next to Godliness.

Nigeria needs change right now, and desperately too.

Protect your motherland, because 'ajo o d'abi ile' (there's no place like home).

And no matter where you go, Nigeria will always be an un-eraseable (i'm not sure that's a word, but it seems apt for the statement) part of you.

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Manners...and ish

yo, whatsup blogtown?its me again

This time, i'm back with manners. It doesn't really matter what kind-table, toilet, even fb manners. Personally i think there should be a class on manners...i'm not saying i would be the teacher, heck i aint perfect, but really people should learn to talk to fellow humans with respect, even when insulting them...

kinda like bree hodge in desperate housewives. she can insult you in a very polite way lol.

So my story begins about six months ago. This dude i've known for a very long time in naija requested my friendship on fb. I used to look at him as one of those razz wannabes in church-no no don't get me wrong, i'm not a snob,but honestly some pips make you wanna shake your head!

I knew from the beginning that it was 'wahala', but how do you ignore a friend request from a friend, you know?

Anyway next thing i know this dude starts bugging me, making rude comments and what have you...once, he commented on my status

''i've been watching you for sometime now, you have mood swings''

imagine his effrontery!!!

i'm like wth, is he crazy or yes? igba wo la bere love ta n kiss??!!(when did we start goin out that we should start kissing already?)

so of course, i didn't reply him. He disappeared again for some time, then next thing i know again the idiot sends me a message

''didn't you see my message?? i told you you have mood swings, you should see a psychiatrist''

No, can you imagine??? can u honestly imagine??

i'm like noooooooo, wth (yet again), he didn't just call me crazy! he didn't just tell me to see a flippin' psychiatrist!!!

he dared say that to somebody of my status, of my calibre lol.

Again, i let it slide. my mom told me once,

''it is better to do nothing when ur angry because whatever u do in the spur of the moment may be more than what caused ur anger''

Wise soul, that woman:)

But he was slowly, surely but very steadily pushing me to the wall, and i was like 5mm from it.

Now, imma tell you about the day he actually stretched me to my limits.

I'm not a chelsea fan, but that doesn't mean i don't like the club or its players,cos i do.

now drogba, is another story.

Flippin dude is too temperamental, dang. He misses a goal, he raves. He falls, he rants. His club loses the match, he screams at the national tv

"it is a disgrace, it is a ****ing disgrace''

lol, it was so damn funny i racked my cribz laughing.

Recently, he scored a goal for his team,and seeing him again just brought back fond memories lol. i decided to share this with my friends on fb via my status.

Next thing i know, mr idiot is back again talking crap!

guess what he says this time??

wait for it...

wait for it...

''you don't have passion for what you do"!!!

NoOO00000. Flippin' pile of rat-droppings didn't just call me impassionate!!! Just because i find somn funny and i laugh??? that was a big no-no. He was definitely gonah get it this time.

So i guess you can guess(pun not intended)what i did.

I gave it to him without leaving anything out just as he asked for it :))))

you see,my mouth tends to run away with me sometimes :( its like asking for a spoon of rice and getting a whole pot. Ask for my trouble and receive it pressed down, shaken together and running over lol.

i really shouldn't give you all the sordid, gory details, i know you can imagine.

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Now about yar'adua, wth is going on??? i know we were all harpin' on n on about obasanjo,but frankly i don't believe he was ever this bad!

And i heard the frail-looking dude has said no one should judge him till his tenure is over...but by then, it would be like crying over spilt milk, it'll be too late.

And call off the strike already, dang!

oh, before i forget,what the heck is the dollar doing way up at 185???!!!!

Frankly i haven't seen anything special Musa has done since he became president! All he does is talk talk and some more talk, and make more n more never-to-be-fulfilled-promises!

Light up nigeria, its too dark!!!

I know every cloud has a silver lining,but i've been looking and looking and i haven't been able to find even a little spark!

Ordinarily i would say i'm done looking, but that would make me sound like a quitter, and i may be many things, but quitter??

Not one of 'em.

Now i'm going to bed with a heavy heart...

no no actually no. Jesus said cast all your burden upon me cos i care,right?

so, i'm goin to pray with a heavy heart, but sleep with a very light one!

I cannot, will not,and absolutely refuse to believe that there's no hope.

God bless Nigeria.

I gotta split.

At the risk of sounding like a broken record, my soft,cool bed beckons :)))

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Love ke?

I've always prided myself on being very romantic, and we aint talkin' very here, we talkn VERY.

im as romantic as they come, you know, flowers, sweet words, fancy restaurants and the lot, in fact, i love love. i love reading about it, watching love movies, helping people with their love lives and all.

But i hate it when the love is directed at me.

i hate it when guys fall in love with me( hey, im not a lesbo, i hate it when girls do too). i don't know why, i really don't...and i'd give an arm for it to be otherwise.

when i was in high school, it was kind of sweet, you know? i didn't detest it then. but when i wonder what happened between then and now, i can only come up with one answer.

Life.

Every guy seems like a liar to me. if i go to a therapist, i can imagine what they're gonah say.

''someone probably lied to you and u've never trusted anyone since and bla bla bla n blahh''

sorry, but i hate therapists.

But tha truth is, no guy has ever lied to me...well, except one, and that was fairly recently...so i donno why i feel this way.

I need answers, and quickly too.

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Another thing i keep wondering about is, does love really really exist??

as in really?

i read about it, i watch 'it' happen to peeps,i even watch stupid, totally hopeless people almost kill themselves because of unrequited 'love'.

and these people are kids my age! i can't imagine dying at this age when i have a whole beautiful life ahead of me, kai! and even if i was gonah die, there better be a better-no pun intended-reason than unrequited love, shettt mehn lol.

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I think i've been in love once. when i was 13. People say that wasn't love, but if it wasn't, then there's nothing like love because i've never again felt so strongly for anyone else.

could someone define love for me please? and i don't wan't a merriam-webster definition or anything of the sort...true story is what i'm after.

There's this guy right now,i think he's in love with me, but we r just friends...we could be more than that,except i don't feel that tingly thing people say u're supposed to feel.

But errything else is perfect...except for the absence of TINGLY TINGLY.

what happened to the only boy i ever 'loved'? he moved away and i never heard from him again.

so i don't know why i believe so strongly that

i'm gonah marry him.

yep, yep. he's comin' back to me.

i read something somewhere about desperate women.

• roses are red
• bullets are lead
• take me back now
• or get shot in the head!

i laughed my skinnie lil ass off ehn!

that's a page from my mind about love.

p.s, i'm gonah invite y'all to my wedding.

thought i should share that.

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Mj...michael jacskon or michael jordan?

hey bloggers, 'sup?

so, i'm about to yan about mj

''the only mj i know is michael jordan''

i didn't say that, my friend Busy did.

That's true in a way, while i was growing up, michael jackson wasn't in the picture at all...i mean in the music industry...true he was there around '95, '96, but i was only 3 or 4 years old. so, basically while i was getting taller and wiser, he wasn't there. i grew up listening to those like r kelly, celine dion, sisqo-thong song, remember?, even tony tetuila *omode meta n shere, ere o, won sere ayo*; my point IS, the only mj i heard around was michael jordan.

But i'm blogging about michael jackson.

The fact of the matter is, the guy is dead, dead and gone, and frankly it's bera that way.

I always tell people, when you wanna complain about your life, think of michael jackson's first. i mean, let's face it his life was miserable even with all the money and fame...eh? what am i saying? BECAUSE of the money and fame!

so, i don't really know what to believe, was he or was he not a pedo?

He liked kids, that's not to be denied at all,

but did he like them in a sick, twisted way?

Looking at the facts that i have gathered, which, i should tell u, are not much; if he was really one, hey he was close to that home alone whats-his-name? Someone Culkin, i dont really remember, why didn't he molest him?? heck why didn't he molest his kids? but then a still small voice(not GOD o) keeps telling me, the fact that no one knows about it doesn't mean it never happened.

y'all should listen to Katt Williams on michael jackson on youtube.

on an entirely unrelated topic,(not from mj, from williams :D) the boy was too famous for his own good, there was paparazzi all over his life; heck i wouldn't be surprised if they bugged his toilet to see the shape of his excreta just to make money out of it...i wouldn't be surprised at all. if he buys stuff, they wanna know why he chose green instead of yellow or something. its crazy.

And about his singing...

now, i don't know but am i the only one who feels that michael jackson's voice wasn't all that special???

personally i think he's just as good a singer as rkelly, cb and the others, its just coz his voice was feminine-kind of high pitched...but about his dancing skills???

He was the champion

well, that's it then. oh, y'all should also listen to the rest of the jacksons, theyre pretty good too especially jermaine,its just, mj took all the spotlight.

p.s i detest his lying stupid family-disowning crazy bitch of a sister LaToya. She made his life miserable, AND she lied and said she didn't get a nose job! i swear, even a blind man on a galloping horse can see the difference between her former fat nose and her present michael-jackson-style one.

personally i think she was jealous of him.

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first timer

well, i feel i should tell you a little*the word being little* about myself, which brings me to the statement ''i could, but why?'' or is it a question? whatever.

it may come up little by little as i blog my life away, but im really not in the introducing mood right now, plus my friend just told me i have a major procastination problem. Normally,i wouldn't be this pissed...but he's right, so, i'm pissed. oh, and plus a friend of mine just lost her mom, and no one wants to tell me what happened, and i don't know what happened cos i'm not home. So, u can probably get just how pissed i am. i need info. and u know, there's this amazing piece of modern technology,its called a cellphone, but unfortunately, one of its limitations is, no numbers,no call.

now in a more modern world, i would just have to speak the name of the callee, and voila!

but we arent in that world so i'll just...

I could put myself in a better mood by re-living the happy hours i spent at the lake with my friends, oh and at the park too...actually i should do just that.

i woke up at 10:52 am as i usually do everyday, that is, after my mom called me from home at 7 am! i mean,i love her and all, but 7 am! well, to avoid digressing from the point, imma go on. so, my friend called me and said ''let's go to the park'', and since i didn't have anything else to do all day, i agreed and invited another friend, and we all went. My friend and i had an argument on the way...she raises her voice when we argue, and absolutely refuses to see reason, honestly, i love her, but she should listen to me sometimes, even if she's right...anyway, i told her, a person who has a boyfriend is a step closer to getting married than a person without one, because obviously you can't marry yourself.

''someone can see another person and say they wanna get married, immediately''

i didn't say that, she did.

and i'm like, no dating?? just marriage at first sight? lol, honestly

but of course she didn't listen to me, actually that's when she started to raise her voice.

she believes that if a person has a boyfriend, they don't have to get married.

i know that, even i am not that dumb, but they might get married and they might not. its a fifty-fifty chance...but a person without a boyfriend at all CANNOT get married to herself.

see my point? the one she's refusing to see?

so the park was fun, one of the rides made me feel so nauseous! u know that kind of nausea that stays just above your chest and refuses to go up or down? yeah...

yeah, do u know that racism thingy still exists?? on our way back from the lake, some idiot guy came and splashed water all over us...on a normal day, i wouldn't mind at all, because, you know young boys, always jokin around...but i pride myself on being able to read people, and this...this...creature, had this mean, nasty look that *i hate to admit this* scared me to death! if it wasn't broad daylight, i wonder what would've happened.

so, here's what i believe...

whoever started racism in the first place is highly stupid, its stupidity, my dad would say 'stupidity of the highest level'

But if ever *the word in use being EVER* there was to be racism, i mean at all at all o...

it should've been blacks against whites.

honestly, i stongly believe that we are more beautifulER, intelligentER, friendliER, and everythingER! heck, we have more melanin in our pinkies than an average white has in his whole body! now, don't get me wrong or anything,i like whites, they're awesome (we have the ER tho' ;)...) but i don't get the reason why they started the racism crap, its very...what's the word??...yeah, unfathomable.

now i've just gotta split, my soft, cool bed beckons.

i think i'm done here...for today at least.

ps. Blogging is...peaceful.

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