
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
yoruba post! eyin aniyan miiiiii

Thursday, October 15, 2009
stupid autumn

Monday, October 12, 2009
and i'm BACK!

Friday, October 9, 2009
Letter to my lost friend.
Letter to my lost friend.
Dear friend.
I have come down with the flu.
But you don’t know, cos u aren’t here.
The last time I had the flu
You were there.
You took care of me.
You stayed with me.
You helped me study.
Tablets and Caplets.
Food and Water.
Notebooks and textbooks.
Hot water bottles.
Cold compresses.
Sweaters and coats.
You were simply there.
Where are you now???
What happened to us??
One minute, tight friends.
I blinked, and you were gone.
If only I had held my eyes open just a second longer
I might have seen you disappear.
Now I'm only left with memories.
And semblances of you.
What really happened??
Help me understand, cos I just don’t get it.
Somehow,I don’t think it was just about that little tiff of ours.
And you never even bothered to explain.
Tell me, did you like to watch me wonder??
Or did you like to see me try so hard
To salvage a relationship that only I seemed to want??
And wonder, I did.
Did someone say something to him?
Did i?
Did my words have a hidden meaning??
Was he threatened??
Was I simply too young and immature for him??
Did I bore him that bad??
Did he want a way to simply stop being my friend??
My imaginations ran wilder, believe me.
You bought me a necklace and matching earrings on my birthday.
I look at them everyday.
I miss you everyday.
There are some days I miss you so much it hurts.
Like a pain I can't relinquish.
I miss the way you looked at me when I annoyed you.
The way you always let me win all the fights even when I didn’t want to.
The things only you could say to make me feel better.
The way you always checked up on me after school.
The way we talked late into the wee hours of the morning.
The way you listened to me like no one else ever did.
Most especially the way you believed in me
Even when I didn’t believe in myself.
You came to know me in such a short time.
I was starting to get used to you.
And then you took it all away,
You waved your magic wand
And whisked it all away,
In one breath, with just a wave.
Why???
You've given me ample time to recover,
But I haven’t.
Will I ever??
Why am I writing this, I wonder??
I just need to understand.
Its been 7 months,
And I still miss you.
Will I send this one to you?
Or will it just remain in my collection??
Or will it meet the same fate as its predecessors,
In my recycle bin???
This too, I wonder.
Your forever-friend.
You-know-who. (not voldemort)

Thursday, October 8, 2009
i dont want my pills...doctors make the worst patients.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Flu alert
on this day, it is with a sad heart that i announce to you that.....
I HAVE COME DOWN WITH THE FLU.
lol...wait its not an lol mara ohh, flu does serious things to my system...im talking serious pounding head-ache, and u know how your nose can be blocked, but still very runny??? ehen, its like that. and u cant sniff it in cos ur nose is all blocked and ish...its hell i tell you.
plus, i go to the bathroom every 20-30 minutes, cos i drink hot chocolate like crazy... i have no appetite for anything else...not that i had much of one before or anything, and i have scratchy-scratchy throat...but my voice sounds very lovely, thats the silver lining in this bleak cloud.
my refrigerator has gone crazy!!! it freezes everything...a refrigerator, not a freezer oh! i neednt tell you what the freezer does now.
This fall is crazy-cold.
i swear last fall wasnt nearly as cold as this...makes me wonder how winter will be...or maybe with the overly hot summer i forgot how cold last fall was...
but im nearly done with my fall-winter shopping...in fact, if not for the ojukokoro i have for these absolutely gorgeous pair of boots i fell in love with as i was window-shopping, i would say, i'm done. but i have to have those boots. its that simple.
Meanwhile, yayyy, my teacher changed her mind about my donating urine!...
...for now.
i dont know what changed her mind...but i hope it remains permanently changed.
that's it then, tweeps.
oh wait, someone said one funny thing on twitter : erryone is entitled to be stupid, but some abuse the privilege
lol,i know its not funny but it cracked me up so bad!...she also said ''if u're 'stuck-up', please remain there''
lol, at least that one is funny shey?
ok, time to go.
--do not underestimate what u are and overestimate what you're not--
later tweethearts.
_xx

Monday, October 5, 2009
heavy heart
i dont know why.
plus i have a urine-donation hanging over my head tomorrow
as in, i have to donate MY urine for an experiment in class tomorrow :(
i've been worried all week.
and i havent finished studying my glycolysis.
sometimes...no, scratch that.
ALL the time, i wonder what i doing in med school...
but its not that bad sha...after i know what im supposed to have studied...
med school...med school.
