Letter to my lost friend.

Letter to my lost friend.

Dear friend.

I have come down with the flu.

But you don’t know, cos u aren’t here.

The last time I had the flu

You were there.

You took care of me.

You stayed with me.

You helped me study.

Tablets and Caplets.

Food and Water.

Notebooks and textbooks.

Hot water bottles.

Cold compresses.

Sweaters and coats.

You were simply there.

Where are you now???

What happened to us??

One minute, tight friends.

I blinked, and you were gone.

If only I had held my eyes open just a second longer

I might have seen you disappear.

Now I'm only left with memories.

And semblances of you.

What really happened??

Help me understand, cos I just don’t get it.

Somehow,I don’t think it was just about that little tiff of ours.

And you never even bothered to explain.

Tell me, did you like to watch me wonder??

Or did you like to see me try so hard

To salvage a relationship that only I seemed to want??

And wonder, I did.

Did someone say something to him?

Did i?

Did my words have a hidden meaning??

Was he threatened??

Was I simply too young and immature for him??

Did I bore him that bad??

Did he want a way to simply stop being my friend??

My imaginations ran wilder, believe me.

You bought me a necklace and matching earrings on my birthday.

I look at them everyday.

I miss you everyday.

There are some days I miss you so much it hurts.

Like a pain I can't relinquish.

I miss the way you looked at me when I annoyed you.

The way you always let me win all the fights even when I didn’t want to.

The things only you could say to make me feel better.

The way you always checked up on me after school.

The way we talked late into the wee hours of the morning.

The way you listened to me like no one else ever did.

Most especially the way you believed in me

Even when I didn’t believe in myself.

You came to know me in such a short time.

I was starting to get used to you.

And then you took it all away,

You waved your magic wand

And whisked it all away,

In one breath, with just a wave.

Why???

You've given me ample time to recover,

But I haven’t.

Will I ever??

Why am I writing this, I wonder??

I just need to understand.

Its been 7 months,

And I still miss you.

Will I send this one to you?

Or will it just remain in my collection??

Or will it meet the same fate as its predecessors,

In my recycle bin???

This too, I wonder.

Your forever-friend.

You-know-who. (not voldemort)

i dont want my pills...doctors make the worst patients.

ok, i also think that picture of the man with the pills is gross, but...I HATE PILLS!!

about the long heading...i didnt know which one to pick, so i picked both! why have*cough* half a loaf of bread when you can have the whole thing?

anyway, back to my hating pills.

I HATE PILLS, I DETEST PILLS, I SIMPLY HATE THEM!!!

As in,i'd rather have two injections than swallow one pill.

i hate the round ones, i hate the oblong ones, i hate them *sneezes* ALL!

and when you swallow them...because i sure as HELL cannot CHEW them...and they dont go down, they get stuck in your throat and dissolve out their bitter taste onto your tongue...ewww,i just grossed myself out!

and it takes me like at least 5 minutes to swallow one pill, i swear i kid you not!

imagine how long it used to take me to swallow one piriton tablet, and two chloroquine tablets when i was at home, and mosquito bites had given me malaria lol, thank God there's no mom here to be giving me chloroquine, i hate it!!! tcheww *sneeze*chloroquine ko, chloroking ni! lol,ok that was totally not funny lol :))

*sneeze* someone said on gray's anatomy once that doctors make the worst patients...its soo true, im not even a doctor yet, and i dont take my medications unless someone says "temi, take this pills or *sneeze* DIE''

ok, so i'm rapping in my church on the 24th. yayyy me! the song is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HU3gAGWoKYM

you guys should check it out, its cuuulllll...

i have to go now...not to do anything oh, cos i dont fink i can study today...im going because the talkative girl has finally run out of things to say :)

*off to ~sneeze~twitter*

p.s. we studied the mechanisms of coughing and sneezing today. ironic, isn't it?? tcheww, i felt they were mocking me!

p.p.s. i LOVE jelly candies...who loves 'em too??

later tweethearts.

_xx

Flu alert

hello blogvilleans

on this day, it is with a sad heart that i announce to you that.....

I HAVE COME DOWN WITH THE FLU.

lol...wait its not an lol mara ohh, flu does serious things to my system...im talking serious pounding head-ache, and u know how your nose can be blocked, but still very runny??? ehen, its like that. and u cant sniff it in cos ur nose is all blocked and ish...its hell i tell you.

plus, i go to the bathroom every 20-30 minutes, cos i drink hot chocolate like crazy... i have no appetite for anything else...not that i had much of one before or anything, and i have scratchy-scratchy throat...but my voice sounds very lovely, thats the silver lining in this bleak cloud.

my refrigerator has gone crazy!!! it freezes everything...a refrigerator, not a freezer oh! i neednt tell you what the freezer does now.

This fall is crazy-cold.

i swear last fall wasnt nearly as cold as this...makes me wonder how winter will be...or maybe with the overly hot summer i forgot how cold last fall was...
but im nearly done with my fall-winter shopping...in fact, if not for the ojukokoro i have for these absolutely gorgeous pair of boots i fell in love with as i was window-shopping, i would say, i'm done. but i have to have those boots. its that simple.

Meanwhile, yayyy, my teacher changed her mind about my donating urine!...

...for now.
i dont know what changed her mind...but i hope it remains permanently changed.

that's it then, tweeps.

oh wait, someone said one funny thing on twitter : erryone is entitled to be stupid, but some abuse the privilege

lol,i know its not funny but it cracked me up so bad!...she also said ''if u're 'stuck-up', please remain there''
lol, at least that one is funny shey?

ok, time to go.

--do not underestimate what u are and overestimate what you're not--

later tweethearts.

_xx

heavy heart

my heart is heavy today.
i dont know why.

plus i have a urine-donation hanging over my head tomorrow
as in, i have to donate MY urine for an experiment in class tomorrow :(

i've been worried all week.

and i havent finished studying my glycolysis.
sometimes...no, scratch that.
ALL the time, i wonder what i doing in med school...

but its not that bad sha...after i know what im supposed to have studied...

med school...med school.

i feel so sad...and blogging hasnt even made me feel any better...which is weird, cos it usually does.

october 1st

Helloooooooooo

boy, have i missed this place...

firsttttttt

Happy Independence Dayyyyy Nigeria :))))

and what is this i hear about Chari leaving town?? it cant be true can it?? (yayy, i just learnt the link thingy!)

so, we made independence day shirts :)

pleasssee kindly do NOT comment on my dress sense, or lack thereof :) i had to wear something inside it, it was so cold!

..i thinkmy anonymity is decreasing soooo fast!

the other day i wanted to say somn about a guy...but i couldnt, cos he now reads my blog :(

but anyway, i have now caught the tweebug,like officially.

anytime i switch on my laptop, its the first site i visit! it has pushed fb to no2...plus, you can even update ur fb status from twitter :) makes my job easier...the only downside...i cant play mafia wars!

n.b: i really have to go for my independence day parry.

so there's this thing i bought yesterday (i know i'm rambling, but please bear with me), its called.

..wait for it...

..wait for it...

Chicken Popcorn.

yes, you heard me oh! i will again get you guys pictures...i really need my own camera.

chickenpopcorn...like,how weird is that?? but it tastes soooo good *emphasis on the good*

n.b: my friend is pulling me awayyyyyyyy

10 mins later, after a lot of begging

im back again...but not for long oh, i really have to dress up.

i saw this hot man yesterday. i almost peed in my pants.

darn, he's so hot, i dont even mind the forest under his arms...i usually do.
i think its a sin to be this hot...because you can make a woman do all sorts of things *emphasis on the all*

i have just been given a choice...get up now or die, lol :)

i cant proof-read, so just bear with ur homegirl

later, u guys.

_xx

no naija next summer.

well, hello everyone! its been another long while, and while im still blocked, the main reason this time is school. honestly i've been busy. Between juggling biochem, anatomy and physiology classes, and hustling around trying to get a new room, studying, trying to get closer to God and tweeting, i really haven't had a chance to breathe...but i have put everything on hold and come here to take a deeeeppp breath.

i did say i have been tweeting right?? yep, that not-so-new site is my new addiction...i got so addicted i started RS "restatus''-izing'' on facebook :( ...im prolly the only human alive without a BB... which i want very badly by the way...along with a nu ipod, a customized man utd jersey, a guitar and a nu camera :), but oh, that's by the way.

i got some bad news yesterday...my maternal uncle called me ( i'l bet my skinny lil ass my mom put him up to it) and told me i might not be able to go home next summer. :(

of course i asked why...he told me Ribadu (that police IG) came into the country (he's been wanted for over a year), went for Gani's funeral and went back out, and the inspector general of police did not notice, like he didn't notice at all, and the mumu had the guts to say it out loud in public!
Then Britain issued some statement about not believing our security level...seriously i don't believe it either! how can someone who's been wanted for over a year come in, go for a freakingly eminent funeral (not that gani's funeral was freaking or anything, may his soul RIP) and leave, without anyone knowing? not even the police...the man is either extremely crafty or the security is extremely BAD!
And america also issued another statement about not believing in our democracy...like they told their citizens not to visit the Niger delta or the north! i know its bad, but LOL!

sooo,my point is, he thinks the govt may decide to close the border...like he doesnt mind if they lock me out but he doesnt want me to be locked in.  i have toadit i see his point but...i still feel terrible :( the only thing that was keeping me going all this time was the thought of going home in the summer *sob* now, there's nothing! no incentive, no relaxing thought, nothing!

http://234next.com/csp/cms/sites/Next/News/5458719-147/story.csp

u guys should check that story out!
LOL like seriously?? they want to invoke spirits when their daughter is in the wrong ?? that thunder go backfire, straight!
btw, whatever happened to Soludo?? i thought he was the CBN governor??? was he impeached too??

n.b: there's a stupid fly buzzing round my head! i will commit a murder now!

ok this is where i have to stop, i have another big class tomorrow :)
in case u notice problems with my 'm', its not my fault oh, i donno why it's so stiff...and i didnt proof-read oh.

*what lies in BEHIND us, and what lies AHEAD of us, are tiny matters compared to what lies WITHIN us*

have a fab week people...see u when next i see you.
p.s: the fly is DEAD! *evil laugh*

blogger's block

ok...its been over a week...and i have no other excuses apart from the fact that i had 'blogger's block' :( yep...david can bear me witness, i have been commenting...i just havent had the...urge to blog...no no, i had things to blog about...just didnt know...how to put them in words...
oh well, let's not live in the past...im here now lol :)

so, my internet is messing up. AGAIN...and that's why im in a friend's room, writing you guys :).
what to say??what to say?? my hands are poised over the keyboard, but for the life of me, i have nothing whatsoever to say :( guess im still blocked...

n.b: i'm murmuring to myself...my friend is stealing glances at me. he thinks i've gone nuts...

maybe a trip dowm memory lane will do?? no?? a try...
once, when i was eight, my very...bear in mind i aint just talkin very, here, im talkin' VERY...bad friend told me my parents had had sex.
i vehemently denied it, as in i told her that my folks were virgins :)

temi: ''my mother would never do a thing like that, she's a virgin!''

very bad girl: ''oh, and where do you think you came from??''

temi: ''my mother said i was/am a gift! watch what you say about my mother o, big head!''

very bad girl laughed so hard i thought she would die...she threw her coconut-head back and laughed till tears ran down her cheeks and her sides ached...she was 13, so she was VERY experienced...for primary 3...then she explained sex to me. Thoroughly.

of course i dint believe her...so i asked my grandma. mistake no:1. she told me so many stories i forgot the main reason why i went there.

but when i was 10, i was sadly disillusioned...i read somewhere that two people, a man and a woman had to have sex for a baby to be formed...i think it was my brother's science book.

I started looking at my folks somehow LOL, they'd be watching tv and laughing and i'd be thinking...'' hmmn, so these people too have done it.'' LOL i thought it was a sin...so i called my mom and told her i knew what had been going on and God didnt like it, and so it had to stop.
That was when she gave me the sex talk :) and made me take a celibacy vow.

''ask your father, he disvirgined me, that's why he still has that respect for me today''

would you believe i asked my father?? yep yep, and he laughed sooooo hard, but he told me it was true sha :)

ok that was boring *sigh*, sorry i'm still blocked :(

happy belated birthday to Skinnylegs...i cant put that link thingy...i've tried so hard to learn it.*shrug*

oh btw, does anyone know how to unfollow someone?? info needed please...i followed this one blog...but i realise now that i dont like it :( its depressing.

Aha! all man utd haters, where are y'all now, ehn??? i ask again, where are you??? yes, you better go and hide oh, because we are going to the top, and we are staying there babayyyyyy, ahh i got mad love for that club mehn :)

yes, now somebody tell me, is Kanye Omari West mad??? no no lemme rephrase that...Kanye Omari West is MAD!!!!
i dont know why i still love him sef, but i do!!!

why wont he be mad when he'll be carrying that bald saggy-breasted woman everywhere, *hiss*
did u see what she wore to the vma??? her boobs were so sad :(

and that gaga with the nest on her head! *smh*

oh well, its time to go :) i leave y'all with a very very nice song...''good morning by chamillionaire''...havent learnt that youtube thingy either, im hopeless i know :)

well sweet dreams of me. have a fab week.

food for thought of the week: do not tell God how big a problem is, tell the problem how big God is.

Toodles people.

_x0x0