heavy heart

my heart is heavy today.
i dont know why.

plus i have a urine-donation hanging over my head tomorrow
as in, i have to donate MY urine for an experiment in class tomorrow :(

i've been worried all week.

and i havent finished studying my glycolysis.
sometimes...no, scratch that.
ALL the time, i wonder what i doing in med school...

but its not that bad sha...after i know what im supposed to have studied...

med school...med school.

i feel so sad...and blogging hasnt even made me feel any better...which is weird, cos it usually does.